Reinvention. It is something I think every person goes through at some point in their life. I seem to go through it with every season, but I think I can partially blame that on my astrology, because although I am not a full fledged Scorpio I seem to have enough of it in my first house to somehow take over my sun sign (Leo sun, Scorpio moon and Scorpio rising). I am very much a Leo though, and I should never be confused as saying I am a Scorpio, but I seem to just line up with the general Scorpio traits more than Leo. 

Scorpio seems to be a sign that is all about reinvention. At this point I am thinking that is what I need, Some sort of reinvention. I have had a very interesting couple of weeks. I have found out that I was pregnant and having a miscarriage all in the matter of hours, I broke up with my boyfriend and I have started my second semester of school. I think I need to just do something different with myself, with my life or with something. Maybe I am just in a stage of denial where I feel like I need to change myself, or maybe this really just is how things are going for me. I just want to live, before my life is over.

Maybe I am just giving this thought based on loosing the baby I never even knew I had or wanted, but knowing my child's life was over before it even began just seems to make me want to live mine more. Which I don't think I can look at as a bad thing, even though I would trade anything to get my child's life back, maybe this is the force I have been needing to get up and do something with my life. 

I am not sure where this life will take me, and what I am going to do next, but right now all I can do is sit my ass down and study it off. Because the greatest step in my moving forward is educating myself so I can move on.